love. Its something that so many people want. But how many people actually find it? I mean maybe you think you do for a while....but maybe thats like the matrix. Maybe love is our matrix. Its easy to think its real when your in it, but once your not you don't really get why you did in the first place. Its easy to think your in love. Its easy to be "in love". I don't really know what I'm saying. I'm sorta just babbling. Its just that even though i have a sister who has been with this guy since they were juniors in high school and they took breaks and then had what some would call a fairytale ending....they lived "happily ever after" i keep waiting for the "oops, nope, remember, this doesn't really exist. I mean and i know I'm stealing the line from the movie"how to deal", even though i think they stole it out of my diary first, "why do you think they call it FALLING in love anyway?". i just don't believe in love and until someone can prove me wrong i don't know how I'll ever believe in it. But i don't know how you can prove love even exists.
elle

How many of you have ever connected a place or a song to the way that you were feeling or a point of your life when something big happened to you? How many of you still head that song or go to that place and can still remember the event or person so clearly you would think it was happening all over again? God i have so many of those. So many songs that I've connected to a part of my life or a person that i love or a complete stranger or a place that I've been or want to go so badly it hurts. How many of you have ever gone to a place and when it came time to leave it was like tearing a piece of your soul away? A dear friend of mine once told me that it was possible. It was possible that in another life maybe that you left a piece of your soul places so that in the next life when you went back to them your would feel like that part of you was connected once again to the place it was ripped from. I wonder though how many places you can leave a piece of your soul. I mean do we have a limit? is there some kind of requirement to leave a piece in a certain place? or are the songs just suppose to cover all the experiences and the people that aren't big enough to leave your soul with? There have been places and times where i personally have found myself breaking apart as i leave them. Who gets to decide whats important to me? Do I? Do objects have the same hold on us as people and places? what about times? Like many people may feel like their high school graduation was something to leave a piece of them with you know to tribute to the times and experiences that they had. Or like me.....it's eight grade. The time when my life seemed the simplest and the most complicated.......the year i finally turned into and adult.....the relationships that i had and did or dint keep.......the people that i loved and lost. That was the year i can say that if i had to leave a piece of my soul........well thats it right there. If i had a book........it would be a three way tie between Pride and Prejudice, Twilight and the Truth About Forever. And god knows I've read plenty of books in my life to be able to decipher which ones have the most meaning and emotional impact on me. SO which is it......man woman or she which is our mother? I mean common..........someone has to know....... I have pondered over this thought on numerous occasions...but i will not make your mind up for you....i will wait to hear your thoughts on the subject for it is not for me to decide what you choose to believe......