I HATE when people tell you how you are feeling or should feel. It drives me up a wall. I'm sitting here with one of my better friends here at Salem State, and she's telling me that because I have an uncontrollable crush on a guy that is now a part of our staff that I'm acting like I am in 8th grade. Well, I'm sorry that I'm learning how to get over people instead of clinging to them for life and never finding happiness. It's ridiculous. I'm sorry I work differently from you. I NEED to get over her, and he DOES look like HEATH LEDGER. So, sorry to disappoint, but I DO like him, even though he smokes more than i would ever like and he has a few scars on his body, and he has "stupid" facial hair according to you. I'm sorry but you are just going to have to get over the fact that it's over and it's never going to happen again, and I'm finally getting back to the REAL ME.

So thank you very much.

LOVE LOVE LOVE,

your long time boy crazy pal,

Elle