I am so tired of people not following through and making stupid ass excuses for their reasons for being a shitty person. DO NOT say that people don't give you enough notice if every time they DO, you find a way NOT to make it anyway. I am so tired of being the person who TRIES to make everything work and having it NEVER work out. I am tired of my BEST FRIEND never coming to visit me even for the DAY because she doesn't like to drive in MA. I make the fucking effort to get there when I can, and I HATE paying the amount of money that I do, but I get there. I am so tired of playing these games with everyone. I wish people would just...just not get my hopes up just so they can crush them.

Love,

Elle