Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The sun also rises


















I only keep you around to see what I JUST got to see. It's gone and my breath has finally released. I didn't even know I was holding it in. I'm lighter than air and more free flowing than I have been in a very long time. Thank you for finally getting rid of it. I needed that for piece of mind.

Back from the fresh air of TN and I have never been happier to live in my life, to be who I am and have the friends and family I have. Love sort of does that to you I guess. It lifts you up when you've hit the bottom and it makes everything possible all over again. I needed your breath and your eyes...not to survive but to know what I was missing when you left. Thank you for being exactly who you've always been. I don't know if I could possibly love you anymore than I do right now, but I'm sure we'll see. We have plenty of time just to be free. You are amazing and beautiful and so full of love even after everything you've been through. I love you, but our love is unbinding, it's free and whole and everything it should be, and I'm ecstatic you feel the same. It makes me glow in ways I was unaware were possible again.

Peace and love lover