Is it weird to be afraid to go home? Because I love it there...but I can feel how much I have changed from my friends and how different we have become and I am oddly afraid of reverting back to a somewhat ignorantly blissful lifestyle which is something I would really like to avoid for the rest of my life. I grew up a lot at college. I changed into someone that I hated for a really long time, and then changed again to the person I am today. I'm sure I will still make changes about who I am and within myself but I don't want to go backward. Maybe you have to go backwards sometimes though just to keep in check how fast you're moving forward.
It's a strange feeling knowing you aren't who your past thinks you are anymore.
Is it weird to be afraid to go home? Because I love it there...but I can feel how much I have changed from my friends and how different we have become and I am oddly afraid of reverting back to a somewhat ignorantly blissful lifestyle which is something I would really like to avoid for the rest of my life. I grew up a lot at college. I changed into someone that I hated for a really long time, and then changed again to the person I am today. I'm sure I will still make changes about who I am and within myself but I don't want to go backward. Maybe you have to go backwards sometimes though just to keep in check how fast you're moving forward.
It's a strange feeling knowing you aren't who your past thinks you are anymore.
