I just want you to know I think about you still....still like it's been a long time or something. And yet I miss you, and I worry and wonder how you are. Pretty regularly actually. I know maybe you thought I was going to forget about you with us not talking and being so far away from each other but I didn't. I don't think I could even if I really tried. You're like a piece of me and I don't want to lose that. I spend a lot of time just picturing your face and letting myself miss you. I haven't ever really missed someone like this before other than my grandpa and well...he died over 6 years ago....so it's just been a while since I really let someone in enough to miss them the way I miss you. I hope you don't think this is creepy. I guess this is me letting you know I think maybe I'm going to let myself love you, if you'll let me. You don't even have to love me back....I just want you to know someone really cares about you and what you do and who you are. You have this way about you that can make everything bad sort of just...vanish. Like drifting mist. I wish you were nearer.
Always
