OH my DEAR GODDESS! Boys are really frustrating. For all those girls and guys out there who know I'm deeply sorry. I truly hate drama i do, but when it comes to this one person, i just cant help being involved. I mean i have been in love with him forever and well, he just hasn't figured out that he loves me too yet. But by golly people, i think we're getting close. He leaves for college in 37 days and well, i don't know if we'll ever see each other again, even though we live about 5 minutes away from each other and we'll probably both be home for Winter break. See what i mean about complicated drama?!? One day all you lovely readers of mine are going to get the complete and total seasonal collection of my life of love and loss with this boy/man and then your going to know exactly what i mean. Anyway, paging all you star-crossed lovers out there......send some good energy out into the universe for me and we'll see how the moon feels about sending some of that energy around . For all you hippy/ new age teens out there.......you're not the only ones lost. I wish i knew what i was doing. 

Your fellow grungy loving, tattoo wanting, hippy freaky, love searcher,

Elle

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!!

Alrighty y'all. It's officially the fourth of july!!!! That mean fireworks, barbecues, dances, bonfires, and a lot of fun!! So, why on this special day am i headed out to RI to spend the weekend with my second family? Well duh! they live practically on the beach and we'll i just love it there. 

  NOW, for all of those who didn't think that i couldn't do it.....I GOT A JOB! yea you know you hate me. lol. I'm working for a catering company this summer at a hotel in Farmington, CT. Should get pretty exciting! Cross your fingers. Although lounging around all summer may be something that plenty of people wish they were doing, I unfortunately am not one of those people. I mean don't get me wrong i love to just chill sometimes, but the majority of the time i love to be on the move. That is of course part of my DNA because i grew up in the north on the east coast. Ah well. So since i have his summer job, it looks as though i'll b putting off my visits to both of my sisters, north carolina, which was where the road trip was headed, and of course across the pond. Why do we call it the pond anyway? Was that just to make England feel as though their colonies weren't straying too far from the mother-ship? Because the Atlantic ocean doesn't look anything like any pond i've seen, and i am no longer quite as ignorant of the worlds magnificence. OK, well I'm off for a fun filled weekend at the shore before i start work. Keeping you posted as always!

Elle

GRADUATION!!!!!!

OK, i'm about to graduate in a week!!!! Summer has arrived again, and it's time to let loose, have some fun and get a job.
FUN FACT: 1 out of evey 3 teenagers will not have a job this summer!!!
I guess i better get on that. Anyone else having trouble getting one? How about over seas? Are you guys having any trouble? Maybe it's just america who is having this problem, but when aren't we having any problems?
ANYWAYS, summer has arrived and unfortunately im staying inside good 'ol US of A this time around, but dont you guys across the pond worry, I should be heading you way in december while I'm on a college holiday. Should be SPAIN, so if anyone wants to meet up and hang for a couple weeks your more than wlecome. I mite be bringing my BFF along as well. She's been to paris, and is going to Ireland for a wedding this summer. I hope her pics come out good!
FALL: I guess it's settled that after all the prodding and pushing I still WILL NOT be going to a Connecticut college in the fall, but instead I've traided in my feathers and Indian ways for a Viking helmit. Thats right, I'm going to Salem State College in the Fall, Where I will major in English, Sociology, Amer. Gov. and who knows what else, so that I can become a teacher.
So I say my almost last goodbyes to my fellow NHS'ers and Pack my bags b/c I wont be back for a while. I haven't decided what teh summer plans are this summer exactly, but they basically consist of working, Possibly heading out to minnesota and seattle to visit my two sisters and my brother in law, Shawn Hebrank. You may have heard of his work, but for those who dont know he's a tattoo artist out in minnesota, at a place called Identity Tattoo. Y'all should check out his site and blog: www.shawnhebrank.com He's really very talented. ANYWAYS, Those trips will be followed by a road trip with my bff Kelly Urban.
k, thats it for now, have a great week and i'll tty'all when i get the next chance.
LATAS
elle