Rediscovering cloud 9

I've decided to cut you out...well not so much decided as I have finally come to my senses and realized you need to go away now. haha I'm so happy right now I could dance in a million little circles and giggle until the stars fade and the sun begins to rise again. You made my life miserable and you were so manipulative and cruel and I'm just done with it. ahaha I don't even know why I feel like I need to blog this...maybe just to keep a record that you were ever here at all I guess, because I feel so giddy and I'm starting to forget what it felt like to be so sad. Thank you for what you did do for me when I needed you though. But you never needed me. You just wanted to save me so you could hurt me yourself. Oh well. I beat you. I survived anyways and you're gone and soon forgotten. I wish you well with the rest of your life. I hope you find people who make you as happy as I am.

P.S. Please don't ever come back into mine. I'd really appreciate it.

Love A&F,

Lindsay

I guess that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano

I can remember now. I remember when things were good, because things are good again. I am not sad for the things I have lost, because they were never really mine to have. It's weird to know that someone who was once my whole world is now a stranger, but part of me believes that it was meant to be this way. People come into your life, shake it all up and make you different, no better no worse, just different; more lived in. Sometimes when I'm tired of being happy for life, and loving everything that's new and when I've realized I'm done being just angry and sad, I feel you and I miss you just a little bit but then it vanishes. We're better now as strangers, even if it makes me really sad sometimes.

Damaged

On the first page of our story,

the future seems so bright.

And this thing turned out so evil.

I don’t know why I’m still surprised