Monday, July 19, 2010

Sluts














Happy slut day to me. =/


I am neither a:
1. a dirty, slovenly woman.
2. an immoral or dissolute woman; prostitute
So stop calling me a slut. I'm tired of it and quite frankly it says more about you than it does about me. You're all pathetic. So FUCK OFF.




















You are literally pathetic.


YOU BROKE UP WITH ME!!!!! So why are you acting like this little sad puppy and getting mad at me because I'm alright? Why are you mad at me because i already moved on from you? Did you really think that I was going to be one of those girls that sat around and cried over you for days so you could go tell all your friends how you know you did the right thing by dumping me but I'm just so sad and pathetic and I can't handle it...how I must have fallen so much harder for you than you did for me. You make me sick. It's guys like you that I love to dump me. I love to watch your reaction when I tell you I'm fine and that we can still be friends if you want. Because it never ceases to fail that for some reason the second you dump me and I'm okay you want me back and you think you've made some kind of mistake. Because according to men like you...women are suppose to be upset when you dump them even though you were a crappy boyfriend in the first place. It's so funny...like literally WHY are you so upset that I'm not upset? You should be thanking your lucky stars that I'm not some crazy bitch who wants to key your car or break into your room and rip everything apart. you're so pathetic....which is why I already found someone else.


Saturday, July 17, 2010

Tired of Games















I am so friggin serious right now. I am on literally my last nerve with you. Why do you feel the need to constantly put me down? what have I done to you other than actually care and try to be what you ask of me and all you seem to do is want to take all of your shit and dump it on me. I am so tired of being every one's dumping ground. You literally have the nerve to come down here at 4 in the morning and pretending like your shit doesn't stick and ask me what's wrong and I say I have literally had a migraine for 3 days straight and then tell me I act like I'm dying....please you fucking deal with a migraine for 3 days and tell me if you would want to sit here discussing our relationship at 4 am. You complain about going without pot for 4 straight days out of a WHOLE YEAR. You're pathetic. I am so frustrated with you I have no idea what I feel for you right now, but I can sure as fuck tell you it's nothing good. YOU asked me to be your girlfriend. YOU pushed that title, and now YOU think you can honestly walk around here acting like the shittiest boyfriend I have EVER had and think I'm not going to say something about it? Well let me tell you...I learned from my mistake last time. I'm not about to let you walk the fuck all over me. I am not about to stick around and suck it up while you act like you're some hot shit who can do and say whatever he wants regardless of anyones feelings and then if they don't like what you have to say you just put them down more? well fuck you. I am so done with this shit. YOU don't understand that I can find another you ANYWHERE.....but I wasn't really looking for another one of you. I have DATED YOU before...I wanted someone different; yet somehow I got YOU again. Back to the drawing board...because I am so tired of playing these games.